Another day.... more disappointment. These days its hard to feel anything other disappointment and dispair. When you want something so badly and are doing everything you can and being persistent it becomes hard when you can't obtain it.

I started the morning out almost exactly like yesterday. The pitter patter of the rain - then some bleeding :-( This stops during the day but I can only assume it is Aunt Flo on her way :-( Of course I still hold on that slight bit of hope that it could be pregnancy signs but at the same time being realistic and not getting my hopes up too much.

Tomorrow is a scheduled blood test which will confirm what has happened this month.... the waiting game and rollercoaster are so hard.